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ABDUCTEE CHANGES RELIGIOUS VIEWSfrom CNI News 
The following is quoted from her paper, How My Beliefs Have Changed.
In 1996, I came to the conclusion that the aliens have taken much more from me than they have given. This realization began chipping away at my neutral feelings toward the aliens. I cannot speak for all of the beings who have interacted with humans, but some of these aliens have forced me and many other people to exist in a perpetual state of duress. Their interaction with us has ruined our marriages and careers; has caused health problems and, according to some researchers, even terminal illnesses.
Living under such extreme pressure has forced me to look at my inner strengths for survival. When my inner strength is exhausted, I am forced to reach out to that which created me: God.
I believe God is real and that God cares. However, I also understand that the decisions I make have a strong effect on the direction my life takes.
During recent correspondence with hypnotherapist and abduction researcher Donna Higbee, we were discussing the subject of stopping abductions. The suggestions she provided were familiar to me. I had tried 'mental struggle,' 'righteous anger,' and 'protective rage,' and although it took about a year for these to work for me, I think they helped.
I do not believe these techniques will work if there is even one molecule in your body that still wants to participate -- even if it is for the learning experience or for curiosity's sake. Unless every fiber in your body believes you really want them out of your life, they will know it and they will come back.
Today, when I think I may be curious about them, I concentrate on God (or the Creative Force) and I say, 'If I need answers, or if I need truth about this phenomenon, it will come from God, not aliens.' It's a way to remind myself and the aliens that I am aware of the enormous manipulative abilities they have.
The fact that I haven't seen any of the frail greys with the wrap-around eyes in over a year may be indicative that, at some level, they have heard my mental pleas and have felt my righteous anger and protective rage. Unfortunately, I continue to have experiences during which I see hybrid-type beings and, of all things, military personnel. [The Alien Jigsaw has numerous drawings of hybrid beings she has seen; and Project Open Mind details her apparent military encounters. See note at end of article.].
In addition to these two groups, I continue to have benign experiences with beings I call 'super conscious beings,' or SCBs.
During [one] unusual experience, I felt about the size of a canary compared to the two human faces peering down at me. It was a male and a female with white skin and black hair. At the time, I felt as if they manifested themselves to appear human for my benefit, but they were enormous. All I saw were their faces as they smiled down at me and questioned me about my health. While I was talking to them, their faces showed extreme delight when I told them I was a vegetarian and was healthy.
This year I was visited by three of these beings two weeks before my beloved 18 year old cat passed away.
These are not aliens. These beings have always been benign, either showing me a vision or interacting with me directly. The feel and 'flavor' of an experience with these SCBs, as I call them, is different from an experience with a grey, or a tan, or a hybrid, [and] also much different than my experiences during which I see military personnel.
It is difficult to describe what the super conscious beings look like because they take on a human form that is best suited to the purpose of their visit. For example, when they show me a vision, I only see them in my peripheral vision. When they interact with me in a way that requires me to see them, they take on the form of a non-threatening human. For me, an elderly person is a good choice because I view most elderly people as more experienced than myself and deserving of respect. The only way I can describe the super conscious beings is to describe the emotions that flow from them: care, concern, love, wisdom, and peacefulness. If they had long flowing gowns and wings, I would call them God's angels.
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