Dear Colleague Tony:

I want to share a newsy letter to you just for the sake of it regarding our writing of ET Tactics now and in the past on UFO Digest. We haven't talked in ages so I am going to share and hope you don't mind me being so candid and open with you. I feel we know each other although we have not met. I am like that with just about everyone though. Hope you don't mind. I love people and it puts me in a vulnerable position and in some ways naive. Others think I am just playing coy or dumb but I really just love people and do try to find the good in all. Maybe that is why I was chosen to have all these weird experiences in this lifetime. I tend to think it has something to do with my past life experiences but that is probably my imagination. Not sure. That is what I want to discuss with you. So...

We have been sharing the same space on UFO Digest for sometime now. You have always been kind to me and I hope you feel the same about me. You interest me as do most all writers as colleagues on this planet. Did you receive the email from Dirk about sharing comments, etc.? I want to assist since we are in a growth mode in our defined ET UFO Community and I know you desire to assist too which is obvious. I would like to comment on your latest article. You always make good points and I hope that everyone values our different points of view on intelligence on this planet. You may be right.

We share a world that has energy of polar opposites as positive and negative, right and wrong, good and bad, Abraham faiths and atheists, opposites and yet share much of the same life experiences on earth. We should get to know each other don't you agree and discover our differences and our likenesses. This is part of our journey here and being spiritual is a major part, as well as, being an intellectual. That is why much of what I do is work with spiritual intellectuals and some are in prison. Anyway, I believe we are on the same page in the vibration levels and yet maybe the words are and terms are just different.

Regardless, I wanted to share that I have always felt different and yet always wanted to fit in and be normal. I was popular in school and most my life. Now that I am approaching retirement age, I feel I am becoming an older matronly woman who tries to live a righteous life and yet am still enjoying the mysteries of life.

You and I are learn to accept the public's criticisms as writers with an Internet presence. We both get good reviews and bad depending on how one chooses to interpret our articles. We are sometimes understood and other times misunderstood. One thing we do share is our interest in humans and extraterrestrials.

I enjoy life and have had my share of pain and disappointments. We grow even in the toughest times. I know that being misunderstood is part of being human. I have shared some of my stories about past life regression stories and memories and time travel in some articles. I have shared my ET experiences as a Contactee and in the last three years some that may be considered as abductions. One thing I do know that I can write about is my experiences with beings that are not what we call normal as humanoids of earth. The sightings I had of UFOS were interesting to say the least.

One was a large white light that was overhead bright and overhead low in the sky. Many of us watched it outside as a community event when two lights of red shot out from around the top and each hovered a minute or two before taking off so fast it was hard to believe. I shall never forget that sighting since I had seen many in my life as bright white lights travelling in space, this seen has always been a favorite in my mind. One of those times when I call 911 but no other place was the sighting recorded.

The ET beings I have talked about used ESP with each other and I was told not to talk while they had a discussion. I experienced them knowing when another would arrive and yet I did not detect anyone or hear them. The sensitivity these beings have amazes me to this day. I don't have such skills although I do have many similar just not as advanced as these ET beings. I have been asked by a young man why they chose me. I cannot answer that question in my own mind much less tell another being.

I have never wondered about why me until lately being asked about why me. I told the young reader that I supposed it had to do with my past history on earth or past life memories. I truly do not know except that I search for meaning in my spiritual education on earth. I believe we are here for a purpose and since I have had a life with ETs throughout the years on earth, I learned that this was not a normal life for most humans including my parents and siblings. My children have had experiences but we to this day have not discussed many of the past with me. They choose to internalize their affairs as spiritual. We all seem to choose the Jesus Christian way of accepting these beings. Those who come and go to us are similar only in the stories of the Bible. Maybe this is not truly the way it is but, when we experience the paranormal with beings not of the normal kind, how else are we to interpret these beings?

I am searching my soul for answers and the truth. I believe we are all doing this for a reason. I have been told throughout my visitations that I would be told in time when I needed to know. This is not very comforting yet, knowing that these beings are superior to us is some how rewarding because they feel as spiritual and intellectual guides and leaders.

Some share the military side of life while others share the spiritual. There does seem to be various levels of life that I am shown when it comes to the various ships and how they live in space. Yet, I have not had the courage to share all I personally have experienced because I know that people will not believe me and think I am a kook. Most probably already do because I cannot prove it. I have asked why and they tell me because that is the way it is and it is best.

Something I would like to share is that once on my website I shared a story of one who was into UFOlogy and he sent me the story that Jesus Christ was an earth experience to be shared on earth and was made to happen by the ETs or the extra terrestrials. I don't know where to find the story because it was on one of my older websites either UFO Association or Roswell Connection. I allowed others to take over those at their request and I did not renew them. I don't know where the stories were archived. I would live to read that story again myself since I now wonder about it.
I never doubted the man lived and did what is recorded due to my faith and being born into the Christian Church Cultural belief system. I was told that God has always been and that was told me in such a way that it was like an omnipresence was there from the higher intelligences. I wish you could know the first hand experiences.

We are all going to know someday. The best thing I can share with you about the intelligence we each can receive direct is that they do honor prayer and meditation. I was told to communicate the way I always have and I said, "How-what do you mean?" They the two ET's who were both male said in words out loud, "How did you contact us in the past do it again and keep using it." They looked at each other confused since I could tell they worked for those higher up. In other words they were like agents or what some may call angels on earth. They were kind and had a pleasant demeanor. They were kind and were so empathetic. Now, I realize that when I need to know something, I can find it out through prayer and dreams. It is amazing to think that all our lives we are taught how simple it is to have a direct channel or line to the ET beings and yet, we don't realize that it is the power of prayer. Yet, I have found in the ET UFO Community that people really want to know the truth but don't want to hear it if it in any way resembles what they have been taught in the past that resembles religions.

That is the way I was for years before I finally had the physical visitations. I had seen angels as a child and I saw spiritual personages and heard them when I died. But, the ET beings were totally different when in person. Then the Men In Black were different too but more well, corporate and business feel although they used ESP too. I saw them talk and not use their mouths.
But, I still had contracts then so don't know if they were government or not. I may never know for sure. This is part of what I am not going to try to work out in the future.

How to tell in my own life the various levels of life and beings.

I have had experiences on earth, in space, in dreams, in spirit, and in other dimensions with memories of past lives and being in a De Javu type of feeling. I also believe in prayer and meditation and the lifting of the spirit in out of body or astral body projections. I have studied it all since I had personal experiences in life before I had words to go with the different levels of life experiences. I was always intelligent in school and in college course made Dean's List with A's so I know I am not dumb and was a brunette not a blonde. Now I have white hair and I became grey after my realization of sightings in Houston. I had a fly over head that I somehow knew was going to happen and had a witness and told him one was going to fly over and it did low and a bright white light no sound as we were to enter a movie theater.

That is another weird incident. I have had sightings while entering movie theaters on several occasions through the years and there is no sound at all just a bright light close and casual.

The information I received for years was probably preparing me for this time of which the ET's call the Ascension Center or Ascension Age. I believe we are all to raise our awareness and take our species up a notch regarding shifting and uplifting health and prosperity for all before they will allow us to have excelled technology to the other galaxies. They told me about black holes and worm holes way before I even knew the terms. I had no science in high school or college. I learned most of what I know either out of body at time of death or from these beings who come and go as they choose in my life. I am sure that all the people who are like me have a part in the future for the Ascension Center Enlightenment they are preparing us all for.

I believe it has something to do with what they call the book of life and the game of life. I had no idea what they were talking about in the 80's when they approached me at the Harmonic Convergence time line. It was also dealing with the Points of Light and a man in Sweden name was something like Jon Borg or I may remember his name later. I met a young man who came to meet me in Hawaii and he brought news from Germany and Switzerland from scientists working on the Cern Hadron Collider. I was taken to Chicago to see something similar while I was in the Navy. I was not aware of the meaning at the time, and what I learned from some in the government is they are not aware of these beings. If they are they sure don't act like it. Anyway, at that time I believed in coincidences. I changed my mind about that serendipity type of feeling now.

There is so much about these ET beings and UFOs that I want to share. Some they allow to be shared and other things well if they don't stop me then I believe our cyberspace employees wipe it out. So, sometimes, my stories I can see changes that mean some of what I had written was wiped out and I am not a paranoid being. I just seem to be a player in this world that is caught between the real ET world of beings and those on earth that are trying to control the government. I have not convinced my self that they each know what the other is doing. So far, I see large holes in our intelligence community as far as what is known and what is released to the public. But then, while I worked for the government I learned that most of the time due to need to know and compartmentalization that we really have no internal controls anyway. We have a lot of red tape that could be cleared out and rules and regulations that need more than Homeland Security can offer. Most of the people who knew about some of the secret pentagon level joint decisions in the intel community were not in the loop of many of my investigations. The JAG and IG were supposed to be on top of most of what I did at the time. I learned of OPNAV and SECNAV manuals and rules and regulations. Most seemed outdated in the last century.

I noticed someone talking about me and my stories and that I was not informed about Area 51. I knew about the other place North of there but certainly wasn't going to talk about it. But, I shared what I felt I could safely share. That is all in the past now. I shared what I could about the Roswell Connection in my Roswell Encounter book and still have to share more stories with those who desire to read my ideas of what is going on.

I share what comes up for me to share and to many this may not be enough. To others they are just tuning into our level of our ET UFO community commitment to awareness and sharing what we can.

We have so many people who have retired and will be passing on soon. They want to leave their stories and want to clear their consciences. Just like Corso did with his book the Day After Roswell, I know that people found him controversial and yet when I read it there wasn't anything to far off base for my years 80-93. Most of what he shared looked spot on to me. So, I guess it depends on what we already know about in our own life experiences.

I wanted to share with you that even though we share the same interests as a hobby with UFO Digest that we should both not let those who write comments bother us. Everyone is different in their spiritual path and we all have a different point of view. It would be a pretty boring life if we all were the same and knew the same things. Just remember if they are talking about us, it gives the other guys a break!

I am a multi leveled soul and share different parts of me with different people. There is a time and place for most all our shares socially. The new social networks that are popping up will continue. I was big on Facebook but have grown rather tired of it already. I check in but don't spend as much time as I did on it. I
was asked to share it with my family and friends and we all did for awhile. Now, I have people wanting to be my friend and I am not sure who they are on Facebook and don't have the time to check them all out. I simply press OK or Accept and figure if they want to know me or share a friendship on Facebook it must be just on that site. Some say they read me on UFO Digest though so that is a good thing for us!

Well, it's been a pleasure visiting with you even though it was one way. Just know that we share and the whole world is watching. They do use our ideas sometimes though. I have seen some of my ideas spread around the world. So, we can all share in human consciousness and hope that we will be rewarded some day in the next life. Frankly, I hope we all enjoy and learn to explore in this one! So, until we meet face to face, I send you love and light for this is what I hope for everyone that shares life with me on earth and in other places as well.

Oh, The Fallen Sky Series is going to promote the BAD ALIENS and I get so tired of the television episodes promoting the world being taken over by bad aliens. But, I guess we have to tell the story to let people know that this is a possibility.

Frankly, I hope that we get enough people believing in the good ET or extraterrestrials like the Christian point of view of love and light so that we can ask those hovering above to help save our planet from these dark angels or aliens if it ever comes to this.

Some people believe in Armageddon and the Satan vs. Jesus energy or archetypes. I guess I do but my world is a peaceful world and I have to be one to believe we must teach peace to all the humanoid sentient intelligent beings prior to Dec, 21, 2012.

That was what I was told and taught all my life. Whether others agree with me remains to be seen. I am just one being who is heavily influenced for the good of humankind. I hope you are as well, I would hate to think we are not on the same side when the fit hits the shan. Love and Light! TJ