Dear Colleague Ian Brockwell:

Thank you for taking the time to share your views and writing an article for me to read on UFO Digest. It appears we have common interests and possibly are working in the same metaphysical areas on this plane of existence.

What I am ingesting into my humanoid brain and being is that you are logical and not a believer in a God and yet you allow for logic to dictate your inner knowing. I feel that we could become a working hypothesis and antitheses. I am always aware that Dirk is a catalyst and catharsis. I am one who to use both my hands and both sides of my brain and have been told that with my piano playing, baton twirling as a child that this added to my exercises making me more intelligent. Those who have trained my brain through the years always found me to be an excellent humanoid specimen. I decided in my life to become one who listened to those who appeared to be my life and soul guides on earth. I chose to listen to others, as well as, reading books and spent time in libraries and later when I could afford to purchase my own books I afforded myself a library of mostly metaphysical books. The reason being that world religions and metaphysics interested me most about humanity on earth.

My experiences lead me to learn about how to share in words my inner thoughts as those of my self and quite possibly of ancient ones who may or may not be incorporated inside my memories and soul or over soul. I learned to share with others certain abilities I manifested called ESP and I also decided to help others for a while as a psychic reader who assist others with clearing and perceptions. Many learned to trust me in being what was termed a "Real Qualified Psychic." I believe that this was what interested the government in me beside the fact that I chose investigations, criminal justice, psychology, English, and forensics in college courses. I was approached in my twenties after having been qualified and registered from the time I was in high school and appeared in a Houston Newspaper in May, 1967. I did not connect the dots to my various threads in life until I left the employ of the government and signed a consultant contract as a truck driver to locate a certain being and investigate classified information around the United States in the field. I learned a lot about my country, corporations, and how the USA is reliant on logistics and transportation of products. This taught me how to be a better entrepreneur and administrator and I connected to many various corporations offering my observations the same as I did as a psychic for individuals. This assisted me in learning more about the web and synergy in association to my past training in seminars for business administrators such as People Synergistically Involved or PSI. From my past paid for brain training I learned how we can all assist each other in this world. I then learned to understand myself better and that I had many layers in my brain and many different levels of connection to those who were outside of me.

I did learn to share with others how best to process their own energy and became one who could share ideas, perceptions, and future ways to become better. I began once again sharing my self in relation to others by visiting Roswell, New Mexico and sharing a message of a psychic nature with one Glenn Dennis and for Sally Hester.

I learned that some beings do have prior information that can be connected to that which we regard as alien in origin, and extraterrestrial knowledge and contact. I also learned that these two people were chosen to be part of the history of this life and my own. There seemed to be an ancient one or Supreme Being who was able to direct others and myself. I was sure that it was for benevolent reasons. Glenn Dennis asked me to contact Stanton Friedman a nuclear physicist who was writing a book. This was the second time I had heard this man's name as J. Allen Hynek also shared this man's name as one I could trust in the future to share my story with regarding my past experiences.

There was something I was to do and I had a message and a mission that seemed to be out of my control. It appeared to me it was always extraterrestrial or holy in nature. Whether it was to become known as a scientific or religious connection I could not tell. I only knew that it was important and that I was to connect my knowledge with those who desired to have it. There was a reason to share what I knew and to do so with computer and books. I learned how over time by connecting to another who would be an important being in my life and he was connected to another through UFO Digest.com. I cannot remember now who told me to connect To Dirk if it was Stan or someone else. I lose information over time as I am sure everyone does. Whether it is lost permanently I do not know. I would like to know if everything we experience is recorded permanently in our brains or if we download and delete much information. This brings me to why I am choosing to connect to you.

You mentioned in your article some of what I have read about previously in books but do not know for sure as in wisdom, knowledge, and intelligence. I have always kept an open mind and learned not to fear the unknown. I have a natural curiosity in humanoids and how they think and believe. We all tend to think and I call what we desire to experience in life as our brain training.
I choose the word ascension of our minds as that which excels over time while connected to our higher purpose as essence energy in our soul connection through our spirit. I learned through my lexicography that my choice in words dealt with etymology and communication. Then I learned about becoming a social entrepreneur and how best to combine that which I knew with that which I would begin learning about myself and others in the future. This was synergy which I learned about last century in my professional seminar training as a speaker, learner, and leader. I spent many years assisting with expos and seminars. I developed a plan for corporations to improve their trade show expositions and marketing and branding. This allowed me to learn about others in the world.

What I found curious about my past and your article is that there is something that we can connect and I am not sure what it shall entail. I feel inside that it may begin the future dealing with not just Neuro-Science and the study of the anatomy of the brain and electrical system but how to relate that energy that is working side the brain and electrical system but is not actually part of the hardwiring and humanoid equipment. This we all share as a body-mind-spirit connection. I am not sure you abide by the spirit connection but I tend to think you will agree we all have a body and mind. How we shall proceed with others who are on similar paths may be of interest to others.

I am on a path with memories and I have learned to call them by prior words and names. That was for my own use and categorizing the memories. Your article made me wonder about if the memories are past lives and if I could be all these people or simply a container and conduit for others. I never was one to channel out loud in front of people and never did. I did channel as automatic writing and did learn that when I began writing that it sometimes appeared that a higher part of my mind or brain took over. I was able to disconnect and allow for free writing. It occurred to me that this was similar to letting go and allowing for the energy to just flow into words on the paper or now computer.

I learned a form of writing that I use now for Dirk and UFO Digest. I do not think much about what I shall write which is obvious that it is free writing. I do not use my college writing level course studies to influence me and I know that I should write an essay and edit and edit again. I can do that type of essay writing but it looks and feels to mechanical and learned. It does not give me the gratification that simply writing off the top of my head does now. It just feels different and the energy just flows into words. Then sometimes, I read my articles after publication and don't remember writing most of it. That is common for me. Therefore there is something to be learned in this automatic writing of energy and I am learning now where it is actually stored or coming from inside of me. I am not sure that I am a receiver and conduit or if this is information stored inside my own memories as my past lives. I have not separated all this information that is inside of me. I do know what I have experienced with other ET beings and that they had much more mental capabilities than I do. They use ESP among themselves and I am told not to talk. Then when they have a purpose for me I am treated as a companion and colleague at a level of apparent appreciation as one of similar humanoid kind. It appears to me that there are both those who are outside of me in ET form that influence me and there are those of my ancient past as memories that influence me. I am investigating my inner thoughts as to how they come and appear in writing and what controls these words. This is part of why I am here to share energy and communication. I was told I was a Communication Officer at a different level of one of my lifetimes as a present Time Traveler and ET Hybrid. I do not know how to explain the future I have seen unless I am to be treated like someone like a mystic or seer. I am grasping for words in my life and was drawn to the metaphysical world of knowledge based on my energy that became a passion to assist others who were embarking on their spiritual paths on earth. I do not know what else to call this level of existence since I have seen other planes, levels, and dimensions that appear just as real as this one and yet, much of what I learn is in my dreams and sometimes they appear as real as my awakened state of mind.

When I went to Washington D.C. and area I was given many tests including psychological exams, polygraphs, and retina scans. This was part of our qualification procedures for future employment as a government contractor. This was easy and yet for me it felt much deeper because there were certain agencies I applied to that welcomed me with open arms into intelligence. However, I felt that some of the tests I was given only a few of us were chosen for such as how to relate to foreign languages and ESP. I soon learned that some of us were better readers as senders and receivers and what was called later in life as remote viewers.

I was once in 1968-1970 at Montauk Point area and asked to participate in challenges as a sender and receiver which some may call grays. That made me decide that if I was one to serve as a communicator that there must be a reason I can also speak with these I call Nordics with ESP. I have been learning about other humanoid types of beings since I was a child. I was not allowed to share with my family and friends what I was experiencing because of the fact that people were not believers.

My grandmother taught me to keep my individual experiences with others not of this world to myself. I soon learned that not everyone was like me and that some how those above were able to keep me alive when I should die or leave this planet. This part of my education of life allowed me to combine various threads or paths I experienced into my own personal philosophy about how life is to be shared with those of our ancient ancestors and I began researching and studying those who were in the worlds past writings and those in the Bible.

I learned about Erich Von Daniken and Zechariah Sitchin like everyone else through their books which I read when they came out. I learned I could relate to their books and that was similar to how I was incorporating my thoughts and paths on this planet.
Through life, I began reading more and more books and I have read all of Stanton Friedman's except the latest on Lulu.com which I shall get around to reading. I learned that people seem to follow their own interests and passions in books, and now on social networks. I get many people asking to be my friend and most of them say they find me based on my interest in ET, ESP, UFO, Aliens, and Spiritual Interests. It is apparent that others are learning to connect to me through my own personal interests in the mysteries of life.

I have many stories as experiences in life based on time and my age. I could go there someday and plan to in the "TAKEN UP" series. I would be curious as to how you too could be included in my own personal book and project. You are an author and colleague on UFO Digest. I have a past with both Dirk and Robert on UFO Digest and we became email friends from time to time. There is an energy link there that I can only describe as an ancient past or soul spirit connection. Otherwise, I do not know why I connect to them on the level of Love and Light! I am trying to learn what is actually in my DNA and if there is anything to the past energy that I may carry all the way back to when Christ walked the earth as that was Sally Hester's connection to me. Another being who was connected to me was a man called BEAR of MUFON in Bowling Green and he asked me to not use his name because of his past professional dealings. Barry probably has all that worked out by now. One of the stories that Barbara a lady who took us both back in the past with a past life regression assisted us in seeing that we were both Knights Templar and what I carried in a satchel was has become known as the Shroud of Turin. Not that people would believe me, but that is one of the memories and I was not a woman but a man. I have memories of fleeing the building when they came to kill us on the 13th. I left on horseback as was planned with an escape route and Barry was a large man and my protector and guardian. It was said at that time on earth that I was the daughter of Christ. Now, that is a remarkable statement being that I have studied science and religion but it seems to go with the times of the movies and books of others that I have these memories in side of me. I am not sure what to do with them and if I should simply allow them to play out as in role playing as I do my memories as both Zeus and Thor's daughter in lives past. I never was one in some lives to be well known or famous. I was once locked up in a pyramid until a UFO came and saved me by way of a Star opening with light that another Frenchman got me out of a secret shaft and escape when my father, mother, and two sisters were locked up with me. These are memories you speak of. I shall purchase your book when I have time to schedule a reading. Until then, I want you to know that I have memories not only on this planet but memories in Andromeda Galaxy. There are very few people I have felt like connecting too in this lifetime. I am a loner. I live with a man who lived with me in a past life but also he and I was chosen with present government involvement when we were younger in our strong physical years and yet we were both involved in the ET UFO community prior to our being chosen. We were told the computer picked us which is at the Pentagon I think.
We both were young, he was Army, I was Navy, we both knew how to fly a plane and we both played chess. We both liked to travel and we both liked physical combat training and we both were trained to use weapons. That was the physical human level of understanding for our government jobs and later our meeting. We also learned that we were both on the same mission in a foreign country or two. That was weird.

My spiritual path is one that allows me to communicate and use words that I otherwise would not share with others. It is my spiritual ET UFO connection to DIRK that allowed me to stay in contact with him and I dropped my connection with Stan who was very sweet for a couple of years with his personal emails. Then he told me he had a book or two to write and his daughter was getting married and somehow, he just did not have a spiritual connection but it was all more about strictly sharing his findings with others as a speaker and an author which I can respect. At the time, I was out of the major corporate circle and seminar and expo energy, I just sort of faded out of that in late 2007 when I began writing for Dirk. I don't know why. I cannot explain why. I still had my own websites but there was a reason that I was to assist Dirk build up his website since August 2007. So, to me it was a spiritual connection for others to tune in and learn that alien ET UFOS had a good side and passion that was more about positive aspects than just alien abductions.

It was not until Dirk added the Stephen Hawking connection which is one of my old ones that I connected to you. Now, I am not sure why because I never am one to question Why I am lead to certain humanoids with an energy tie. I do know that if it is meant to be that you will contact me next for some reason. Then it will either continue or fade out. I am not sure how all this energy works. I just know that I have connections to what you call either my soul or to others who are a part of me or have put their life memories and I am simply a conduit of ancient ones or their memories.

I am not told much except some memories of past lives and some are of other galaxies, and some are of other universes, inside the Omniverse. There appears to be many layers to me from various times and these Time Travelers who come to me in my dreams and on ET Spacecraft that have landed in Louisiana, New Mexico, New York, Alabama, Oklahoma, and Texas are those I can remember. The grays or greys were the short people who wore uniforms and worked with the tall ones I learned we call Nordics. Tom and I in another place or plane or dimension have worked in uniforms like them.

Tom is the Commander in charge of all of them when it comes to this planet and strategy for wars against our enemies. I am a communication officer and like in the military I am NAVY and Tom is ARMY. There are fleets of ships of various sizes. They can stay hidden in a blind spot from those who want to know of them on earth. Also, they keep up with all of our transmissions and use something like microwaves.

I have seen planets destroyed but we were not doing the destruction we were doing the protection. We always know they use the energy to stop all electrical energy first. This comes in a wave like a Giant Tsunami. Well, I better stop because I am suppose to wait until after the believers gather after 12-21-12 and you said you were not a believer. That means we shall have to see how you are going to connect to me which may be as an anchor or magnet in this world. I am both for some. It just depends on whom I am to assist on this planet an in this lifetime. I am not sure if I am supposed to promote you and your books or not. I can only tell by way of inner feelings. I do not lead myself by only logic but a gut feeling inside. It is a form of protection for myself.

Thank you for writing your article and there is a reason I took time today away from my husband and editing his 10 books which he reminded me I have only added one on the market.

He does not participate with others on this planet any longer. He once did as a soldier an Army Ranger and lots of training. Something like 22 schools. The Army put a lot of money into him and he became an expert in foreign weapons and use to approve whether a contractor would get the bid on weapons in Fort Hood with General Saint. That was also brought up when I was chosen for a mission that somehow I could know about General Saint in California. I guess because I was a remote viewer and didn't know it as a psychic. I know that somehow my past in New York at Montauk and in NASA in Houston and being cleared on paper from the time I was sixteen and then being chosen as the Only ACIR person to carry knowledge has something to do with what you write about.

I hope the government does not get upset with me for contacting you but it feels that you may know something about me that can help me be more than I am today! Not too many people can say that in my life. I am reaching out and cannot explain to you why! Go figure? (LOL)

[Love and Light] TJ