During the late 1960's when I was in the Marine Corps, while on watch one night, I apparently disappeared for some length of time and had no memory of it. Later I was questioned over and over again as to why I had abandoned my post, and I was threatened with a court martial for doing so. I swore over and over I had not abandoned my post and I had been there the entire time, but I could not explain why they could not find me. I did not know I had been gone, and I believed I was being framed for something I had not done. I was very upset and wondered why these Marines would try to frame me and prosecute me for something I was not guilty of. I was finally told if I ever abandoned my post again I would immediately be locked up in the brig and court martialed. Abandoning your of post is a very serious offense in the military, and the only response I had was that this would never happen again, as I could not prove that I was there, and had no idea how anyone could accuse me of doing such a thing. Several other Marines had tried to find me, and I was nowhere to be found. At that time I could not believe what anyone was saying simply because it was not true. I was very dedicated to the Marine Corp and would do nothing to tarnish my reputation. Can one possibly imagine this happening and not being able to understand what was going on in their life?
I sure wish I could have stayed ignorant and did not know what I have been living through my entire life. But becoming aware has answered many questions, and solved many riddles. The strange and weird things in my life suddenly started falling into place. I suddenly realized how my son ten years of age was found in the front yard very early one morning with all doors and windows locked from the inside. I now know why I was wearing another man's underwear when I awoke one morning several years ago. I now know why my wife would find her nightgown on backwards. I now know why I used to have so many nose bleeds when I was a child, and why I sometimes find a pool of blood in the bed the next morning. For many years I could never figure out why I would wake in the morning with severe bruising on both of my arms. I now believe my children when they would they talked of ghosts or men in their bedroom at night. Just like myself when I was young; my parents told me I had a very active imagination when I would tell them of the people who came into my bedroom at night. These are but a very few examples. Should I ever wish to write an article on the subject, I could easily fill several pages?
I highly respect the research done by Bud Hopkins, Dr. Jacobs, and many others in this field, as well as their conclusions. But I have a different theory on the subject of aliens and the training aliens put humans through. This theory is based on my history as an abductee for at least 50 years or longer, and abductions that currently average several a month.
Because of my own 'training' episodes by the aliens, I felt a bond with them - being with the aliens made me feel better about the fact that I had been abducted by them. By being abducted, I felt special; I felt they needed me for a specific purpose, and I was very pleased to have been selected by them. When I'm performing some task for them, I believe they are teaching me something special, something I will need to know when the time comes.
I look forward to the time when they will finally show themselves to mankind, and I will somehow be an emissary between the two races of beings, and I feel really proud to be a part of this future event.
I enjoyed being in their company, and being around them. After returning home and going over the abduction experiences in my mind, I would sometimes get depressed that I was not with them. I felt part of this alien family. I believed I was somehow related to them, and this may well be the case; as much as I wish it were not.
The aliens want us to feel good about being abducted. They want us to believe the relationship between aliens and humans is a good relationship. We not only won't mind being abducted, we will look forward to the next abduction. We will feel proud to have a relationship with this race of beings we know nothing about. Some individuals feel so special about being selected and used by the aliens', they brag about it. Sadly, the day will come when they realize the truth, and it's going to be a big letdown. The truth will finally come out when these individuals are on their death bed, and find the aliens are not there to help them, and they never had the opportunity to work for and support the aliens in their time of need.
The only thing we know about these alien races is what we perceive about them, what they have told and shown us, and what they want us to believe. Everything we know about them has been planted in our brain and we accept this as fact. We are a very gullible race of being, and easily tricked by these aliens. And it may be coincidence, but it seems like the aliens allow us to remember these training sessions more so than other events. This is true in my abductions, and I would not be surprised to see this as a common theme with other abductees. But in reality, I believe this is a carefully crafted plan by these aliens, rather than coincidence.
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