by Bobby Morrison
(Copyright © 2009 Bobby Morrison)
Posted: 14:30 February 26, 2009
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I was right, abductions and attempted abductions continued unabated; it was only wishful thinking on my part.
The Grey's were on a roll and I was easy pick. After 50+ years I was well known to the Grey's, but I was also starting to learn much about these aliens, the aliens I refer to as the Grey's.
My secret life with the Grey's had been buried deep within my unconscious memory until that day in December 2007.
Since that day in December, I was learning. Each day and each abduction was teaching me more about my adversary. Regardless of whether the abduction failed or proceeded normally as planned, I learned something from each event.
As much as I hated to be abducted by the Grey's, I was learning much from them, regardless of how hard they tried to keep my memory hidden from me. I learned what 'screen memories' were, and how difficult it is to separate fact from fiction.
They Grey's had been successful at keeping themselves and my abductions hidden in my unconscious memory, but as the days went by I was learning how to uncover these events and recall some of my abduction experiences.
I had accidentally stumbled across a way to recall some of my abductions. In so doing, the bits and pieces of my life were starting to take shape, much like a puzzle. At first none of this made sense, but as the holes slowly filled in, the overall picture was becoming apparent to me.
My biggest question was one of whether this was accidental or intentional. As time passed I am of the opinion that my becoming aware and learning about the Grey's was intentional. But why would the Grey's allow me to recall these events and let me see and experience my secret life when it had been buried for so long? A question I don't think will ever be answered.
One night in early April I had finally drifted off to sleep after three hours of tossing and turning. Somewhere around 10pm, I again suddenly had the feeling of being paralyzed and sedated. I was able to detect the Grey's abduction attempt at the onset.
I tried to make my normal guttural screaming sounds, but was unable to do so.
And suddenly I sat straight up in bed, breaking free of the effect of being paralyzed and sedated. After suddenly sitting up, I quickly looked around the room for any hint of the aliens, but as always, I never see them.
I had learned some weeks back about one ability the Grey's have; that of changing from 'now you see me' & 'now you don't'. Damn that is so cool, I wish I could do that.
Then again, are the aliens really appearing and disappearing or is it my mind that is being controlled by the Grey's? Perhaps the aliens use my mind against me and either allow me to see them or allow me to think they are invisible.
Once again the little Grey aliens failed in their abduction attempt.
Why can't I have a normal life?
Why can't I sleep without being interrupted by aliens I keep asking myself?
I want to sleep and get up in the morning and never have to worry about aliens or keeping notes about abductions and aliens. Becoming aware on December 21, 2007 was initially an exciting event, but had very quickly turned my life into a depressing situation.
On Saturday night, April 12, at approximately 9:25pm I was fast asleep and I suddenly felt the all too familiar 'paralyzed' feeling setting in, and immediately started making as loud a guttural sound as I could and it worked. The aliens immediately broke off the abduction once I recognized their attempt to paralyze me.
I awoke and quickly looked around for the aliens. As always I could not detect them, but it's difficult to see an alien when they are invisible. I generally cannot detect them unless they move, then I see a quick movement out of the corner of my eye. All I usually see is a darkish cloud type figure, and I can only see this when the alien moves. If the Grey's stand completely still I can't see them.
Moving ahead to Sunday April 13, approximately 9:40pm, and again I was asleep and felt my body becoming paralyzed. I again started making the usual guttural noises and again it drove the aliens off, which brings me to a most puzzling question.
Why do they bother trying to abduct me when they are setup to fail? The aliens/hybrids who are making these attempts must be amateurs at abductions. And it makes sense that even aliens learning how to abduct humans have to start at the bottom and learn by experience. Is this what is happening to me I wondered? Are the Grey's using me to train other aliens or hybrids how to interact and abduct humans? Interesting question and I can believe this. One of my contacts I correspond with reports the same thing, and he also has the same opinion of these failed abductions.
I've been thinking about the process the Grey's use to determine if the human is ready to 'knock out', paralyze and prepare for transport.
We know they can easily read our minds and know how to interpret our brain waves. This process is something a human will never fully understand, and the Grey's will never allow us to know.
These Grey aliens are very adapt at knowing the human brain, how it works and how to control us by using our brain against us. I have no idea how long this alien species has been studying humans, but if must be many hundreds of years, if not many thousands of years.
What I can't figure out why they keep making mistakes in interpreting the reading of my brain waves or brain activity and know when to make the next move. Then last night I was thinking about this subject and believe I may have some answers to this. Something has changed with me and the way I read and understand aliens.
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When an abduction starts, I suddenly feel this happening and immediately start making whatever noises I can and the abduction breaks off. The Grey's cannot allow transporting of a non-willing, un-sedated human. A human that is not properly sedated and paralyzed can be a danger to not only themselves but also the aliens.
It seems the Grey's would recognize their attempted abduction mistake at some point, but as of yet they have not. And each time this happens, I get better at recognizing the signs of the abduction and find a way to keep it from happening.
There is always an exception to every rule though, and when the aliens really need me for something very important they send in the professionals to make the abduction.
There is no doubt who these aliens are and these dude's are masters of the trade. They don't play around, it's quick and easy and the next thing I know I'm laying on narrow table with aliens standing around me. Later when thinking about the abduction I realize it was so professionally done and so fast I didn't know what the hell happened.
As I write, this is two nights in a row the Grey's failed at their assigned task of picking up and delivering the pizza. This is my feeble attempt at humor comparing a human to a box of pizza.
Perhaps the aliens want to make it three nights in a row, and fine with me, but I would like to have a night off where I can sleep peacefully and not have to worry about aliens. Perhaps I'm asking too much from the Grey's. The aliens set the rules, I am only asked to play by these rules, and as you can see, I don't play well. Pardon me Mr. Grey, but I don't dance. And by the way, rules were meant to be broken, especially when it comes to aliens and abductions.
For the last few weeks the Grey's had been showing up between 8- 9pm, but lately it's been between 9-10pm. I think because of the change in time and the longer daylight they have to show up later to avoid detection.
You can't have a UFO sitting above my house in broad daylight, now can you? I'm referring to the shuttle craft sitting above my house. These craft are small UFO's that carry between 8-10 humans on the short trip from my house to the underground base. I have been on these small UFO's many times. These craft are extremely fast and the trip from my house to their underground base is around five minutes plus or minus. All of us humans stand during the trip as there are no chairs or seats in this small UFO.
But I digress; this is a subject for another time.
I was fully expecting the aliens last night, Monday April 14th and I was right. But I let them down again because they failed in their abduction again. I wonder when the little dudes are going to figure this out.
Their current modus operandi is not working and its fine with me too, but for such an advanced race of beings, I mean really advanced, you would think they could figure out why my abduction is not working, and find out what they are doing wrong and correct their mistake.
Then again, perhaps they are doing nothing wrong. Perhaps they are just practicing using me as the guinea pig. Other Grey's and hybrids must learn this abduction job, and what I perceive as mistakes the aliens make could simply be "On The Job Training".
When thinking about aliens, in particular the Grey's, as these are the only aliens I know, how often do we think along the terms of their amazing abilities, abilities like that of easily passing through windows? Sounds impossible, but having witnessed this fact I firmly believe it and know it to be true.
Beings who can go right through windows; they go right through them. And if you are one of the fortunate abductees' who they pick for tonight's adventure, you go right through the windows too. Of course you can't do this by yourself, but need to be under control of the little Grey aliens and get beamed up with them at the same time. I use this term 'beamed up' loosely, as I have no idea how aliens take us through the windows when we leave our house.
Almost forgot about last night's failed abduction attempt. I slept poorly the first two hours of this night and then at 9:52pm, the aliens started to paralyze of me, and I immediately started with my guttural sounds which quickly stopped the abduction. That was it in a nutshell; the entire episode lasted about 45 seconds. As soon this event ended I looked at the clock, that's how I knew the time. As always I quickly looked around for the Grey's responsible for attempting to abduct me, and as always I see nothing.
Why do they go to the trouble to come to the house and leave empty handed? It's not that I want to go with them, but why wake me up when they are just going to fail anyway? Perhaps they are just playing games now; and if so it's time to stop and leave me alone.
Another thing about these little Grey's, the pickup and delivery guys; they almost don't seem like real beings. They are robotic in nature, almost artificial as if they were created as a worker class of being. Having seen their hands up very close, the skin looks like synthetic plastic, a pliable plastic.
The skin texture is nothing like human skin, but then who am I to tell another species of being I think their skin does not look real. They probably think the same of me, that my skin does not look real. I'm sure they think I'm just as ugly as I think they are.
The alien's skin is smooth with no wrinkles or creases and only four fingers, what's up with that? And long thin fingers too, just four of them. Makes me wonder how they hold those instruments they use on me. And those eyes, damn, those large starring eyes are freaky. But powerful, don't forget that one. Those eyes are how they probe the human psyche, how they manipulate the human mind. And that large head with I assume an equally large brain. Therein lays the true power of this race of beings.
I have seen enough of the Grey's to know that they can do anything they want, anytime they want and a mere human being can do nothing to stand in their way. This race of being is so far advanced over humans that we are like Stone Age People compared to them.
And here we are merrily going about our business day to day total oblivious to the fact that they are here and have been for perhaps centuries. Our government and all the world's governments know they are here but don't know what to make of them. Or do they? Is it possible that these aliens are working for our government?
Since many abductions are generational, it may have started with the parents, and continues with their children and grand children, and spouses, brothers, sisters and other relatives. Then of course, an occasional visitor might happen to stay at an abductee's house, and if the timing is just right, the Grey's just obtained fresh meat.
This is similar to winning the lottery and not having to purchase a ticket.
Which brings me back to the original thought in this writing? Why are they playing this game with me? Since these aliens have no emotions, playing games is out of the question. They have a reason for doing so, I just don't know what it is, and probably never will know.
I think I'm smart when I prevent abduction, but I may really be playing right into their hands. This may be what they want me to do. Since I am getting better at recognizing the beginning of abductions, it may be the aliens are teaching and learning from me. I may be getting smarter because of them, and I think it's me. I don't know the answers to these questions.
I'm only speculating at everything I write. I will never know the truth, and the aliens will certainly never tell me the truth.
Perhaps this is some kind of training for a future event. For 50+ years the Grey's could do with me what they wanted, and now I am able to distinguish their abduction technique and foil their attempts to take me from my bed. Not always, but most of the time.
One thing for certain, this alien civilization does everything for a reason. There is no learning curve, no wasted time, and no room for error. You notice I did not say they are perfect, because they are not perfect. They make mistakes like any other being would.
If the Grey's do something, there is a reason behind it. We can conjecture and theorize all we want and in the end we are only guessing. Since these aliens life forms are thousands of years ahead of us the Grey's think on different levels, levels we cannot even conceive or comprehend.
Humans are mere ants in an ant colony. We fight other ants for territory and to protect our species, and to continue our existence in the colony. Looking down at the ant's going about their chores and daily life seems so simple to us. This is how the alien culture looks down on us. A warring race of humans, always conquering and killing others of our species in order to spread out and take more territory, to annihilate the other ants and take what possessions the others have.
Ever own an ant farm or watch ants in the wild? Get down on their level and watch how they go about their business totally unaware that they are being watched by us? Ever get real close and pick one of the ants up and if you are careful the other ants have no idea one of them is missing.
Then you put the ant back down and it runs around warning the others of danger. What kind of danger they don't know, but since one of them experienced an intruder and lived to tell the others ants, the others are now alert for this danger. Of course they don't understand the how's and why's or what kind of danger they may be in. Humans are similar, except when one of them is returned home after being plucked from their surroundings most other humans will not believe in aliens, much less alien abductions.
Many people believe in UFO's and a small percent believe in aliens, but most people draw the line there. Alien abductions? Yea sure, and I just saw a flock of pigs fly overhead.
This is too farfetched to be true. Instead of taking what the abductee says as truth, this person is labeled weird. Before December 21, 2007 I never believed in alien abductions, and I had the opinion that anyone who believed in this nonsense needed professional help.
As more and more of us abductees come forward to report what we know and have seen, this will add fuel to the fire and eventually force disclosure to the fact that aliens are here. The aliens are here and it's not for our benefit. We may not know their exact purpose for being here, but whatever it is, it's sinister and not to be taken lightly. I'm afraid at some point in the not too distant future; the human race will be faced with possible annihilation.