I now realized at that moment that I was only visiting earth and using a physical and mental body but that the spirit portion of me had left.

Then, all of a sudden when the reality hit that I was real in a reality that was not all explained to me in my past life on earth, I began heading in a direction upwards.

But, there was an interesting feel to it. I was headed toward a direction but it felt in a direction that I could relate too as being on an express escalator.

I had been on escalators in the Galleria Mall in Houston where I lived at the time on earth. I knew that feeling of going up while holding on to a black rail. Only this time there was no rail to hold onto and no metal grid steps below my feet. I looked down once again and saw that I had my feet but they were not physical but a sort of white and pink plasma see through. There was a tinge of gold and now I began thinking in colors and could see all typed of colors registering around me.

Then as I was looking with my mind's eye of what I called consciousness on earth, I began realizing I could think.

The minute I had that realization in my mind, all of a sudden I saw all this information flowing into my mind or what I thought was my plasma mind. It was coming towards me in ways that I could here and see both at the same time. This was memories, and this was knowledge that was streaming in from all around me as the speed in which I was traveling had gotten much faster.

Now, I was traveling at a very fast rate of speed and knowledge was coming into my mind about all types of places in the universe. I realized then that there were others where I was headed.

I then realized that I was headed toward a place that was pulling me towards a new way to see. It went from dark with stars all around me to a place that was changing colors. There was going to be a new color spectrum in my mind and I was in a way of being that changed my existence.

I could still feel me as an intelligent being but I was so much more now. I could actually be more and accept more in a whole new way. This was true freedom of being who I was supposed to be all along.

There were beings who could speak to me telepathically and I soon learned that this was our normal way of being. We did not have to move our vocal chords as we did on earth.

We could simply think a thought and they were directed toward this group of beings who were waiting on me.

I could here beings speaking to me in my mind and then I heard a discussion. It was as if I was approaching a place above but had not quite reached that place or plateau in my mind or spirit or soul. Whatever I was now had been going towards a new way of being that was actually the old home place and way of being. I had been there before and knew it.

This was the place we all go when we leave earth. I had the knowledge that these people were who sent me to earth.

They were much older and wiser and had lived for millions of years as the way I thought on earth. I now knew a part of me that was from their home place but it was mine also. But, I was just a child because I was their creation and was simply sent to earth to learn.

I was learning to be in a physical vessel on earth. I was not sure why but all of a sudden I realized I had children on earth that needed me. I said in my mind, "Stop, wait. I want to go back. What will happen to my children?"

There were some people talking both male and female sounding and I could differentiate the voices. I have always remembered these voices and this is why I know that even in heaven or space we are still considered predominately male or female spirits. We may not match our bodies on earth but, regardless of the physical body on earth, the spirit portion of us are all recognized as either male or female dominant in our telepathic voice.

I then realized that I always wanted to be a male spirit and had had this voice before. But, now in this lifetime on earth, I had a female voice so this was what I heard in my own minds' eye or reasoning that was now inside of my plasma spiritual body that was soaring in space.

So, I realized that when I thought, I could here my own voice as I projected toward those ahead of me on my journey through space-time. I realized all of a sudden that my time was growing short because if I reached the top of that escalator although speeding very fast that it would be my destination and I would not be allowed to leave on my own accord.

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