"FIRST CONTACT?" OR "A BRAIN TUMOR WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR?"by Cynthia Konold
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"FIRST CONTACT?"
OR
"A BRAIN TUMOR WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR?"
Part I

By Cynthia Konold

(Copyright 2008, Cynthia Konold - All Rights Reserved)

Shortly after my 52nd birthday, I began to write my autobiography, as it has long been a family tradition. At the time, I was in a positive frame of mind, enjoying the remaining period of my seasonal lay-off, from my job at an aquatic plant nursery. I was looking forward to this new hobby, to occupy myself with, during the remainder of the cold winter weather.

I decided to compile a collection of short stories, from my life, which I had found to be humorous or interesting, and insert them in chronological order, as I had been told, both in school and college, that while I wrote well enough, my writing was more suited for an encyclopedia or instruction manual, than personal enjoyment. I first wrote the pieces: "Word of Walt", "Newton Experiments", "Stolen Hour", "Einstein & the Inside Joke", and a few other assorted shorts. It was after I wrote the piece on "Spirals", and thought about those symbols all in a row, that I figured out their meaning… and created the "Shape & Symbol Survey", to see if others saw the same things, I did.

Next, I wrote "Theory Of Everything" and "Piece Of The Puzzle", to express my views on "true time and space". But when I wrote the "Screw Them If They Can't Take A Joke - Physics Geek" piece, I realized something or someone was beginning to come through… My own sub-conscious mind?

No, this "guy" doesn't seem to be me, he's someone else… An alien?… Insanity?… A brain tumor, with a sense of humor?…

Is this real, or am I having "audio and ambulatory" delusions"? Because the words flowed out of me, faster than I could write, (one reason my notebook is so hard to read), and when I read, some of the things I'd written back, I wondered how I could have known that, in the first place… I also added side notes, often written vertically, along the edge of the page, which I didn't always remember even writing… It seemed sometimes I heard thoughts, and was transcribing them into "script"…

After a short while, I began "printing" the comments, of this other person, while I generally write my own thoughts and opinions in "cursive" style… Was I suffering from a form of "schizophrenia" or "multiple personality disorder"? I then wrote the piece, "There's a Meaning in Your Mind", in hopes a friend or relative, would give it a try, to see if they saw anything, or felt they were communicating with their own sub-conscious mind, or someone else. So far, none of my family members have been interested in trying.

I didn't feel insane and nothing else in my life, seemed the least unusual, besides the symptoms didn't fit… I had to be in a relaxed, positive state of mind, to hear these "thought projections", and it seemed easier after dark… If I was stressed or irritated, they didn't come through, (Doubt I'd ever hear them, while driving in rush-hour traffic, thank goodness.) And while I needed to feel relaxed, I was far from a meditative or trance-like state, as I was routinely writing, smoking, eating, drinking, or walking around my apartment, during the times, I heard someone else's thoughts, in my mind… Maybe it was a "brain tumor"? But no symptoms there, either, no dizziness, blurred vision, confusion, or loss of muscle coordination… But perhaps only a "cat-scan" can tell for sure…

As time went on, and we began communicating more freely, this "friendly, caring person / life-form", indicated his species, didn't feel humans were quite ready, to meet the "neighbors." "They generally feel the ability to live and work peacefully together, as a "consciously aware species" (or in our case, a "consciously aware race", i.e. the "Human Race") is a prerequisite for contact, with other advanced life forms, in the universe. But due to "outside influences", they felt it was "now or never."

A Young Sun Approaches

The outside influence he's referring to is the approach of a "young sun", traveling through the center of our galaxy, on its way to bring "new life" to our universe. While this "young sun" isn't going to hit us, as it passes by, its heat and "radiated energy waves" will.

Apparently the Mayan, (though misguided by their religious belief, the Sun wouldn't rise, without the sacrifice of a human heart), where among the world's greatest astronomers, mathematicians and builders, and this coming "cosmic event", is the reason their calendar (the most accurate ever created, in human history), ends suddenly in the year 2012.

Our "new friends" have been attempting to get our attention, for a while now, but haven't been having much luck, as we don't recognize their signal, for what it is. They would like to offer help, to our species, to survive below ground temporarily, so we can repopulate the surface of our planet, after this "event" has passed. They are also willing, to help large numbers of our population, relocate to another planet, with similar environments and climate zones, as found on Earth. We are fortunate these beings/ people are interested in preserving, rare and endangered species, of plants and animals, as well as self-destructive humans. And are willing to help us, continue to "live" and "grow" and "mature", as a "consciously aware species", with a "right to life"…

Once open communication can be established, they will supply us, with much needed technical advice and advanced knowledge, as required, to insure the best chance for survival, of our species, and those members of our society, who choose to remain here, or venture out towards a new home...

From some of the "projected thoughts" I have received, it seems as this "young sun" approaches, the increasing heat, will cause all the ice and snow packs of the world's mountains, and polar caps to begin to melt. This will bring the world's oceans, over all, but the highest landmasses and mountains. These locations will be the only safe places, to construct underground complexes and shelters. Apparently, if you don't take it underground with you, you won't have it, when you come out later, as the heat waves and radiated energy, will burn down nearly everything, on the surface of our planet. There will also be an increase in volcanic eruptions, earthquakes, and severe storms, as this "passing astrological body" begins to affect the gravitational and magnetic forces, and plate tectonics of our planet.

This "cosmic event" is expected to last a few years, perhaps 5-7, before it will be safe, to live on the surface again. It will be a great undertaking, to insure the survival, of our population, native and crop plants, wildlife and livestock, fish and insects, and everything between. As this "event" will slow or stop, the oceans convection, between warm and cold water currents, when mankind again walks out, into the light of day, he will be greeted by ice-age conditions, and a pristine world, covered by grasses and wildflowers (providing the surface is heavily seeded and covered over; when everything burns, the resulting carbon will act as a catalyst in the soil, and help the plant life to reemerge), but it will be several years, before trees cast their shade, over us again...

"Our friends" suggest that we take note of northern cultures and ways, as well as construction techniques of dwellings, utilizing the use of "indoor greenhouses" and "indoor green-spaces" to increase year round general food production, as well as maintaining a healthy "living environment".

Solar power, wind, tides, etc. are renewable and non-polluting energy sources, though solar power should prove the least prone to damage, by freezing temperatures, for future energy production. And if "solar energy" ever runs out, the need is irrelevant. If we were able to utilize "orbital solar collectors", and directly beam or transmit the energy, to collectors on our planet, our population would be less affected, by local, surface, weather conditions. Perhaps our "new friends" can supply us, with this type of useful technology, for use when "solar emissions" have subsided.

The Earth will live on; but "if we do" is a question, the humans of this world must now ask themselves.

This is why "our friends" offer another solution or option, to many of our planet's population, particularly ethnic cultures, and those presently living a subsistence lifestyle, in our society: "Relocation"

"VENTURING OUT FOR A "REALITY CHECK"

I first thought to approach one of my sisters who happens to be a psychiatric nurse. I asked her, if she would read a couple of the papers I had written. She read the "Newton Experiment", but wasn't interested in seeing anything else I'd written. I then attempted to engage her, in a conversation concerning some vibrational sounds, I was investigating, as part of some research I was doing. And showed her the way the words of the Christmas song, "Do You Hear, What I Hear" (the same notes and rhythm, I'd heard occasionally in my mind, over the years, but never knew why…) broke down, into their base meanings. Her response to this was: "If I thought I knew, or saw something, other people didn't, I was probably delusional, or had delusions of grander, and psychiatric hospitals, like the one where she worked, where full of people like that." After that response, I felt any mention, of possible "alien contact", wouldn't be received with a very open, if even skeptical mind.

I then decided to approach my brother, someone who is fairly well educated in the sciences, and ask him to read some of the papers I had written, concerning quantum gravity, and multidimensional concepts, (again, without any mention, of an "alien influence").

After checking back with him regularly, for over a month, we finally met to talk, and he told me, he read a few pages, but decided he really didn't care about the universe anymore, as he's withdrawn from life, due to several personal disappointments, and he wasn't interested in reading anything I wrote, concerning the subject.

I then mentioned, I had been hearing an alien, communicating with me, through "thought projections", and had hoped he could help me determine, if there was some validity, to what I had written, or was it the wanderings of a mentally unbalanced mind.

I was hoping for either "positive validation" or "negative assurance", at least a "base-line", for my "reality check". My brother just repeated, that he had no personal interest in the universe, and wasn't interested in reading anything I'd written, so I picked up my papers, and headed back home. Although later, I did see he had written a couple of comments, on my "Multidimensional Perceptions and Concepts" paper, saying he felt "quantum gravity" could be proved mathematically, we just didn't know all the variables yet.

My mother read what I wrote, and said, while she thought I wrote well, she didn't have the science background, to understand some of what I was writing about. I later told her about my "friend, the alien guy", and some of the things we "talk" about.

While she doesn't know if what I'm experiencing is real or not, she said, she would start to write her own autobiography, to see if my "friend" is able to communicate with her, as he indicated, he would try to do, if she opens her mind, to the possibility of his existence. To date, while she has written a few pages, she has yet to apply the techniques suggested, in connecting with the "guy on duty". So I'm not sure if she's just humoring me, or if she's a little concerned or worried, he's really out there…

Finally, I had the opportunity to discuss, what I was hearing, with my other sister, when she came for a visit, from out of town. I left my papers for her to read, while I was at work, and we sat down, to talk about them, later that evening. My sister seemed to have an open mind, concerning the matter, though indicated, it was more likely these things were coming from my sub-conscious mind, rather than from an "intelligent alien being". I was pleased, I'd finally found someone, I could discuss this subject with.

I told my sister that my "friend" had said, the reason I could sometimes hear him, was because I was born mildly autistic, and had been born, under "weaker orbital conditions" and at a "magnetically neutral location", which he said, allowed me to have a "stronger perception" of "cosmic influences". She seemed a little skeptical; an alien would even want to talk to me, of all the people in the world. I thought about saying, "Einstein and Mother Teresa were already dead, and apparently, I was third on the list", just to be funny, but my sister didn't seem to have much of a sense of humor, just then.

So I repeated, "The "alien guy" had said, occasionally, I could hear him, if my "brainwaves" were in "tune" or in "sync", with his "signal", because I was mildly autistic. And I'm just the one he got stuck with"… She also alluded to being "holy" or "highly intelligent" or "spiritually enlightened", to be "chosen" for "alien contact", and "Why would they pick me?"

Sorry World, but you'll never hear anyone describe me as "holy" or "enlightened", I've had six long term lovers in my adult lifetime, never married, I smoke regularly, and swear occasionally. And as a middle-aged American woman, I'm somewhat cynical and irritable, on any given day (or night for that matter), just like many of you… And as for "intelligence", remember, I'm the one that got a "D" in Algebra and Biology, my sophomore year of high school, though "Mono" and refusal to dissect a living frog, could have been a factor… While I feel that I have a fair degree of intelligence; at least as far as my sisters were concerned, they seemed more surprised, that I might "know something", than I was hearing an "alien" or "brain tumor" in my head. I'm still not sure how to take that… (Think maybe I've been insulted? HA-HA-HA.) So, once again, "Sorry World, I guess Stephen Hawking and the Pope, just aren't hard wired, to pick up his signal, so for now, you're just stuck with "peculiar" me… Good Luck! HA-HA-HA!"

Shortly after this, the conversation with my sister, turned to a "star being" a "distant sun"; she seemed confused, by what I was saying, and I made a remark:

"I though everyone knew stars in the night sky, were distant suns, or nearby planets reflecting a suns' light back; but the "shooting stars" we see at night, are small meteors or space debris, that are burning up, as they're pulled into our atmosphere, by the force of the Earths' gravity."

She apparently took offense to this remark, and made a couple of comments, about my being on such a "high level". Though I apologized a few times, and said I hadn't meant to offend her, she seemed a bit hostile, so I said; perhaps it would be best, if my "alien friend" and I called it a night. Apparently discussing "aliens" has a tendency to "alienate" others…

In addition, to attempting to discuss this experience, with my immediate family, and not getting very far; I also looked up some of the definitions, of possible theories, pertaining to quantum gravity, "Super String Theory," spiraling slipstreams, wormholes, space travel, and the "Theory of Everything", science has been looking for.

The things my "alien friend" and I "discuss" seem to fit, or at least they don't contradict, some of the generally held theories, on these subjects…

So since there's a chance that I'm not crazy, and this "guy" is real, then his "doomsday / mass extinction" information is real too. I decided to do as he asked, and send this information out, to the general public, and let you check it out. And help decide if he's real, or if I need to make an appointment, for that "cat-scan" soon.

That's why it would be extremely helpful, if other people in the world, with more experience and knowledge, could check these things out, and if he does exist, connect with him, and get things going, in the right direction…

"FORWARD —> TOWARDS —> FUTURE!?…"

It's hard to believe, if this "guy" is real, I'm the only one that can hear him on occasion. Maybe I'm the only one "crazy" enough, to tell other people; or who hasn't already committed themselves, for a long period, of much needed convalescence…

Most of his "messages" involve looking up and listening. If there really is something coming, it seems amateur mathematicians and astronomers, could calculate where we'll be in space, in the year 2012, and then start watching all objects, within a 5-10 light year distance, and see if any of them appear to be moving. Perhaps amateur radio or other sound wave technology users could check out various waves you're picking up.

The Alien Entity often repeats:
"Harmless" and "Annoying" "Sound"
"Hey, Sounds Like Me"
"Sounds" "Me!"
HA-HA-HA

Has also said a few times:
Do You Here Me Now?
Do You Hear Me Laughing?
Been Waiting Here So Long,
Beginning To Think You Moved
Through Space Indeafinitely…HA-HA-HA

(This sounds like we hear his "signal"; we just don't recognize it, for what it is.)

He said:

Think Antenna!
Think Receiver!
Think Ground!
Think Of Me!
And:
Antenna Higher!

The joke:

Angkor Wat in Thailand/Siam
Cambodia/Khmer misspelled as:

ANCHOR WATT
TO GROUND!
HA-HA-HA
And:
A-ntenna
B-roken
C-orrect

Also to send an international team, to the "North Pole area", to repair an "ancient receiver", taken out by a meteorite, a few thousand years back… He said "native people" know the "original site"; their legends and drawings have "clues"…

Then the entire world can communicate freely, with him and his people to receive more detailed information, to help us make good choices for our future's sake…

They say:

"We're consciously aware life, that heard you long ago, and wanted to say 'HELLO.' And ask: 'What are you going to do?' & 'Where do we go from here?'

H - "Another Being Wants To Connect With Us" (reads upside down & side ways)
E - "Sending Harmonic Vibration" (like tuning fork, picks up & sends out sound)
L - "Across Time & Space" (time is longer line, space is shorter line)
L - "Repeat" "Come Together?" (also where two lines come together)
O - "Our Orbits - Our Worlds" (circle represents an orbital concept) "

They also say:

"Message in sound, do you hear what I hear—> see—> know—> listen—> look—> learn—> live!"
He adds:

"The best part of this is, I'm just a regular person, just like you, Alive and Aware. Hope you are too. And hope to see you soon… Now just work together in peace! Forever more! Travel To Stars! To Life!

Cynthia Konold
April 29th, 2008

E-mail address: Cinakon@live.com
The reader can write to my postal box number:

CINAKON
PMB 176
2000 N.E. 42 AVE STE D
PORTLAND OR USA 97213
(must be addressed using four lines as shown
or it could be returned to sender)


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