"FIRST CONTACT?"
OR
"A BRAIN TUMOR WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR?"
Part I
by Cynthia Konold
(Copyright 2008, Cynthia Konold - All Rights Reserved)

I then decided to approach my brother, someone who is fairly well educated in the sciences, and ask him to read some of the papers I had written, concerning quantum gravity, and multidimensional concepts, (again, without any mention, of an "alien influence").
After checking back with him regularly, for over a month, we finally met to talk, and he told me, he read a few pages, but decided he really didn't care about the universe anymore, as he's withdrawn from life, due to several personal disappointments, and he wasn't interested in reading anything I wrote, concerning the subject.
I then mentioned, I had been hearing an alien, communicating with me, through "thought projections", and had hoped he could help me determine, if there was some validity, to what I had written, or was it the wanderings of a mentally unbalanced mind.
I was hoping for either "positive validation" or "negative assurance", at least a "base-line", for my "reality check". My brother just repeated, that he had no personal interest in the universe, and wasn't interested in reading anything I'd written, so I picked up my papers, and headed back home. Although later, I did see he had written a couple of comments, on my "Multidimensional Perceptions and Concepts" paper, saying he felt "quantum gravity" could be proved mathematically, we just didn't know all the variables yet.
My mother read what I wrote, and said, while she thought I wrote well, she didn't have the science background, to understand some of what I was writing about. I later told her about my "friend, the alien guy", and some of the things we "talk" about.
While she doesn't know if what I'm experiencing is real or not, she said, she would start to write her own autobiography, to see if my "friend" is able to communicate with her, as he indicated, he would try to do, if she opens her mind, to the possibility of his existence. To date, while she has written a few pages, she has yet to apply the techniques suggested, in connecting with the "guy on duty". So I'm not sure if she's just humoring me, or if she's a little concerned or worried, he's really out there…
Finally, I had the opportunity to discuss, what I was hearing, with my other sister, when she came for a visit, from out of town. I left my papers for her to read, while I was at work, and we sat down, to talk about them, later that evening. My sister seemed to have an open mind, concerning the matter, though indicated, it was more likely these things were coming from my sub-conscious mind, rather than from an "intelligent alien being". I was pleased, I'd finally found someone, I could discuss this subject with.
I told my sister that my "friend" had said, the reason I could sometimes hear him, was because I was born mildly autistic, and had been born, under "weaker orbital conditions" and at a "magnetically neutral location", which he said, allowed me to have a "stronger perception" of "cosmic influences". She seemed a little skeptical; an alien would even want to talk to me, of all the people in the world. I thought about saying, "Einstein and Mother Teresa were already dead, and apparently, I was third on the list", just to be funny, but my sister didn't seem to have much of a sense of humor, just then.
So I repeated, "The "alien guy" had said, occasionally, I could hear him, if my "brainwaves" were in "tune" or in "sync", with his "signal", because I was mildly autistic. And I'm just the one he got stuck with"… She also alluded to being "holy" or "highly intelligent" or "spiritually enlightened", to be "chosen" for "alien contact", and "Why would they pick me?"
Sorry World, but you'll never hear anyone describe me as "holy" or "enlightened", I've had six long term lovers in my adult lifetime, never married, I smoke regularly, and swear occasionally. And as a middle-aged American woman, I'm somewhat cynical and irritable, on any given day (or night for that matter), just like many of you… And as for "intelligence", remember, I'm the one that got a "D" in Algebra and Biology, my sophomore year of high school, though "Mono" and refusal to dissect a living frog, could have been a factor… While I feel that I have a fair degree of intelligence; at least as far as my sisters were concerned, they seemed more surprised, that I might "know something", than I was hearing an "alien" or "brain tumor" in my head. I'm still not sure how to take that… (Think maybe I've been insulted? HA-HA-HA.) So, once again, "Sorry World, I guess Stephen Hawking and the Pope, just aren't hard wired, to pick up his signal, so for now, you're just stuck with "peculiar" me… Good Luck! HA-HA-HA!"
Shortly after this, the conversation with my sister, turned to a "star being" a "distant sun"; she seemed confused, by what I was saying, and I made a remark:
"I though everyone knew stars in the night sky, were distant suns, or nearby planets reflecting a suns' light back; but the "shooting stars" we see at night, are small meteors or space debris, that are burning up, as they're pulled into our atmosphere, by the force of the Earths' gravity."
She apparently took offense to this remark, and made a couple of comments, about my being on such a "high level". Though I apologized a few times, and said I hadn't meant to offend her, she seemed a bit hostile, so I said; perhaps it would be best, if my "alien friend" and I called it a night. Apparently discussing "aliens" has a tendency to "alienate" others…
In addition, to attempting to discuss this experience, with my immediate family, and not getting very far; I also looked up some of the definitions, of possible theories, pertaining to quantum gravity, "Super String Theory," spiraling slipstreams, wormholes, space travel, and the "Theory of Everything", science has been looking for.
The things my "alien friend" and I "discuss" seem to fit, or at least they don't contradict, some of the generally held theories, on these subjects…
So since there's a chance that I'm not crazy, and this "guy" is real, then his "doomsday / mass extinction" information is real too. I decided to do as he asked, and send this information out, to the general public, and let you check it out. And help decide if he's real, or if I need to make an appointment, for that "cat-scan" soon.
That's why it would be extremely helpful, if other people in the world, with more experience and knowledge, could check these things out, and if he does exist, connect with him, and get things going, in the right direction…
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