The files that are kept by our government on all prior crashes of alien UFOs or spacecraft not of the earth or of this planet's origin. "Not of earth origin" is the way we use to coin the phrase when I worked for the government. This is another problem that I have to step carefully around when writing. I tip toe around the subject and only share my own experiences that do not reflect that which I may have been told not to disclose. That puts me in a position of insecure data. This is also reflected in my choice of words and topics for articles.
We in the ET UFO Community all have our pros and cons and our believers and non-believers, our purists and our generalities, our conventional and non-conventional way of speaking and using words to communicate. I am only one that has been writing for UFO Digest since August, 2007. I am trying to write my story and it gets complicated. I have areas that deserve attention in various headings that break down into ET contact, UFO Sightings, Contact versus Abduction, and these are wrapped into my spiritual or essence beliefs and experiences with near death experiences (NDE) and my our of body experiences (OBE). This with being a prior investigator and government employee using the analytical portion of my brain of left side versus my right side comes into play. We are all complicated and I understand that no two of us are alike.
I realize that there are parts of me that do not relate to the body-mind-spirit only and relates to an original soul that houses the entire essence when we are not here on earth in physical and mental form.
I now believe that the past two years writing for UFO Digest has been the most challenging and rewarding growth portions of my life. The reason being that although I was grew up in America which is rewarding, and had four beautiful daughters, and a rewarding career as an Investigator, and traveled the world, it means nothing without the earnest attention to the truth that I plan on taking back with me to my point of origin.
The point of origin for each of us is actually what I believe the sole purpose in all our lives actually has become. It is not the fact that we are awakening to the awareness that we are all the same and all different as we suggest in the Ascension Center Enlightenment Movement of raising our consciousness to the next or fifth dimension together as all one in the energy we call the "God Particle."
It is knowing that we have discovered new parts of our own creative abilities as expansion of our soul's essence, our original point of origin.
Regardless of what we say or do on earth, it is all content that is stored in our very essence of energy of who we believe we are. The real soul level of each of us knows that there are extraterrestrials and those who come and go from earth based on our observations and sharing in the "God Particle" that flows in all of us that are connected at the deepest levels and yet the smallest protons and electrons that make up our whole being as an anatomy of our unit. We are units and the combinations of units is what creates positive and negative energy. We create more of one type or the other on this bipolar planet on which we live. We will be creating the precession and the poles may shift from North to South once again as the various layers on the earth's crust can prove. We can prove anything we want too if we research and seek. We are all seekers of the truth.
The truth of the ET UFO Community stands for all that we are as ac combined unit of energy either pro or con. Most of us are gathered here at UFO Digest because we are drawn to the energy like a moth to a light or flame. I do not write because I want to antagonize my readers or cheer them on to the way I believe. I am only one of many who are part of something bigger than ourselves. That is the challenge of sharing energy and creating a place where we can combine our efforts as writers, and readers, seers, and seekers, guides, and followers, all the various ways we find our own truth.
The challenge we now face is how to get on with our ET UFO Community and learn to share our thoughts and our progress outside of the old paradigms and old models. One thing that Dirk did to encourage me as a writer was to share that I have a courage about me and a prolific writing style. Dirk told me that many people who not write of their experiences because of the fear of the ridicule of others. I take a lot of comments now that Dirk has added this to this UFO Digest. I am not perfect. Some are sharing good things others are sharing bad things. Some are ridicule and some are praise. The challenge is to take it all in and to still find the strength to write about what some others may be knowing and feeling but are not desiring to put their names in pen or should I say electronic form and write their own articles or essays for Dirk on UFO Digest. We are not paid and share of ourselves mainly because we want too. The other reason is that writers write. Those of us who have a passion and calling accept the challenge in the ET UFO Community commit to writing to assist in the formation of a new model for the new millennium. The Change, and challenge for the ET UFO COMMUNITY boils down to disclosure. Disclosure of the experiences that we have had and the disclosure of the past experiences that others have had with extraterrestrials and UFOs.
We hope to change the future model of how the truth is hidden from the general populace and to change the way our critical mass consciousness views life on earth. We hope to change the fact that we live an illusion that was created for control of the mass population of individual units on earth.
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